PLAY AND PAUSE

Since i am soooo in the new year spirit, i am determined to make every aspect of my life better. So, i begin to think about my 2012 resolution. It took me hours to make this one list. Not because i don't have any resolution in mind but i just realized that what i have in my mind is just the same with my past years resolutions. so i keep cracking my head, try to find my new resolution.


after hours of doing that, i gave up. i lie down on my bed, thinking why i don't have one. then i reflect back about my past years resolution. Honestly speaking, i don't achieve most of my target last years. And why is that?? Basically because i play those play and pause button!


What i meant is that, i always do thing halfway. I will stop whenever i encounter obstacles that i already try to resolve twice till fourth times. I tried my best and if i find i still could'nt get out from the mess, i simply walk out from it or just let it be. I woul'nt be bother to try my very best.to finish what i already start. Or for some cases , i  already give up without even trying.


I think my tagline for last few years is" JUST GO WITH THE FLOW" ~~


So, i think it will always be that way if i don't start to make a change now. Time is ticking, number is growing. Therefore, from this minutes and on, no more play and pause button!I am going to be constantly doing what i love or want to do. I won't limit myself to the new year resolution list.


SO WORLD, HERE I COME. I AM NOW READY TO BEGIN MY JOURNEY TO ETERNITY, WITHOUT LOOKING BACK WITH REGRETS....BUT ONLY GLORY MEMORIES^^

IT'S A NEW START

It is my long lost dream to create and have my own blog. I did once, a blog shared with my sisters. We planned to write every interesting, silly thing happening around us, ups and down of our life in that blog so that no matter where we are, we still aware about each other life. That's one way for us to keep in touch and bring us even closer as sisters. But we only post few since everyone bussy juggling with life and hardly find time to update the blog.

For me, a blog is supposed to be one source for you to express yourself, a way to communicate with others and shares with strangers. It is true technology can be a great helper or just caused you disaster. And i'm kind of person that like to keep things to myself, have my own privacy. I am a good listener but very worse when it comes to express myself. listed above are some of the reasons why i don't blog often before.

But since today is a new day of a new year, i want to start fresh again. This is my second attempt to be a constant blogger!I want to blog as many as i can. I'm doing this not because i'm seeking for publicity or to gain many followers. I'm doing this because i want to archive my journey to eternity. Hoping my legacy will know their ancestor well.

So my future legacy, this is your ancestor at age 25 reporting my life, my journey to eternity.xoxo