LESSON #1 2012

I miss my putih gebu soooo much..such a relief when i can finally drive "her"again....thanks to my super-cool-fab dad!
i ll try my best to follow the speedlimit..
i learnt that not ALL rules can be ignored..and the rules are made for a purpose..
in my case i guess the purpose is to decrease accident cause accidents and speeding are usually related. 

P/S : so my future angels, never break the rules. Be a good child, citizen & human^^

HEART AND RIBBONS

Life is about making decision...And this year, i know i have to make plenty of important decision that will affect my entire life, more or less...Truth is, i am not a good decision maker...It took me hours just to decide which what to buy especially when my budget is limited. I have to ask my sisters, friends which what they will choose and if their decision is contrast with mine, my head will start spinning again...I will ask justification of their decision. After that i will think hard whether to stick with my previous decision or go with the others decision. Most of the time i will choose the one that majority agree on. Worst case is when i don't think i can make up my mind, i decide not buy any of that.

HOWEVER.....

Recently, i'm making a decision that i'm certain about without crack my head so much. Even i know clearly this one decision of mine will caused a major changes in my life. But this time around, i want to take charge of my decision. By letting my heart do the maths rather than my slow brain. I'm taking that 1st step to complete one from many purpose of life. I always dream about how my life would end up when the time finally comes. Every life have their own cycle of life and i am in the middle phase of it.

WHAT AM I BUBBLING ABOUT???......

Definitely...THE M.A.R.R.Y things!!

I'm hardly thought about getting marry. The idea just occur sometimes when i attend my family and friends weddings, becoming their  bridesmaid, giving hands during the occasions or when i babbysitting my chaotic nieces and adorable nephew...I always wonder when will i holds my own childs. Just heard them sharing their pregnancy experiences gives me those excitement feeling...

And of course the idea always occur when i am in love, especially now that i found my soulmate. He's not just my lover but my friend and brother. He always make me feel safe and make me believe that we can and there's a way to make our dreams come true,don't just sit and dreams...but to live your dreams...

We encounter so many obstacles in our relationships, uncountable arguments, shouting and tears. But he hardly give up and always find ways to make our relationship work. We adapt to each other preferences pretty well too! That is why i believe he is the one for me...

By realizing all those criteria that make him my Mr Right and believe it is destiny that bring us together(The story of how we meet is all about coincidentally), i am entrusted my life to him.

***I supposed to post this on early February.But of course, i lost the track while busy juggling with chaotic episodes of my life and failed to find time to post it on time.T_T

MUSCLE TORTURING

February start with lots of muscle streching. My office movement is killing me...Need to pack and unpack things, upload and download things, reinstall power supply and air conditioning and all. 

We are currently doing our jobs in minimal space and in between scattered furnitures. Worst part is i am having sore throat, cough and flu for weeks now and working in the middle of dusty area because of construction ongoing just make it even worst. Thanks to good medicines from my workplace that my sickness is getting better.

Apart from muscle torturing at works, i am now starting to exercise again. The only different is i am purposely torturing my muscle and willing to do so. I'm going to aerobic class on tuesday, fitness dance class every thursday and friday and jogging at park whenever i am free on weekends. I gained 2 kilos every year. This year i am determined to lose some weight and get in shape again! I hate to see my chubby face and flabby arms T_T

PLAY AND PAUSE

Since i am soooo in the new year spirit, i am determined to make every aspect of my life better. So, i begin to think about my 2012 resolution. It took me hours to make this one list. Not because i don't have any resolution in mind but i just realized that what i have in my mind is just the same with my past years resolutions. so i keep cracking my head, try to find my new resolution.


after hours of doing that, i gave up. i lie down on my bed, thinking why i don't have one. then i reflect back about my past years resolution. Honestly speaking, i don't achieve most of my target last years. And why is that?? Basically because i play those play and pause button!


What i meant is that, i always do thing halfway. I will stop whenever i encounter obstacles that i already try to resolve twice till fourth times. I tried my best and if i find i still could'nt get out from the mess, i simply walk out from it or just let it be. I woul'nt be bother to try my very best.to finish what i already start. Or for some cases , i  already give up without even trying.


I think my tagline for last few years is" JUST GO WITH THE FLOW" ~~


So, i think it will always be that way if i don't start to make a change now. Time is ticking, number is growing. Therefore, from this minutes and on, no more play and pause button!I am going to be constantly doing what i love or want to do. I won't limit myself to the new year resolution list.


SO WORLD, HERE I COME. I AM NOW READY TO BEGIN MY JOURNEY TO ETERNITY, WITHOUT LOOKING BACK WITH REGRETS....BUT ONLY GLORY MEMORIES^^

IT'S A NEW START

It is my long lost dream to create and have my own blog. I did once, a blog shared with my sisters. We planned to write every interesting, silly thing happening around us, ups and down of our life in that blog so that no matter where we are, we still aware about each other life. That's one way for us to keep in touch and bring us even closer as sisters. But we only post few since everyone bussy juggling with life and hardly find time to update the blog.

For me, a blog is supposed to be one source for you to express yourself, a way to communicate with others and shares with strangers. It is true technology can be a great helper or just caused you disaster. And i'm kind of person that like to keep things to myself, have my own privacy. I am a good listener but very worse when it comes to express myself. listed above are some of the reasons why i don't blog often before.

But since today is a new day of a new year, i want to start fresh again. This is my second attempt to be a constant blogger!I want to blog as many as i can. I'm doing this not because i'm seeking for publicity or to gain many followers. I'm doing this because i want to archive my journey to eternity. Hoping my legacy will know their ancestor well.

So my future legacy, this is your ancestor at age 25 reporting my life, my journey to eternity.xoxo